Tuesday, March 10, 2009
At a Cross-road of Life...

Life has lots of cross-road that we, as individual, have to take a step back, reflect and decide which path we need to follow through. It could be a decision on your financial, education, career path or even finding a soul mate. At times, we could back-track and chose the right path, and at times, we couldn't and have to move along the wave of life, whether eventually we stay a float or drowned.

Although I could not say that I have always make the right moves, I could at least say that I have tried my very best and at most times never regretting my decisions (Wife would be laughing her head off with my understatement.....hehehehe).

Right now, I'm at another cross-road where I am currently reflecting my options and deliberating on what to do next. On one hand, I would love to continue my study but on the other hand, I have to fulfill my obligation as a family man and provide financial securities and a roof over our heads. I cant do both due to financial constraints and I cant do one after the other as it would take a very long time. Patience I have, None!

People asked, if I had decided yet... Well, the truth is Yes...! 70% of me says to fulfill my obligation and 30% of me say to further my study. My reasoning is that, with these tough financial situation we are in, I believed being in an independent cohesive happy family and working hard rather than be debt-ridden, (staying with the parents and in-laws..hehehe) and an uncertainty of landing a good paying job is a better prospect for me.......

This time, the heart over rules the head.... But I am known to be fickle minded...hahaha May God bless me with any decisions I made... Amin!